2026-01-29 17:54:32

how many mandarin orange cups do i have to eat to feel something again?


2026-01-29 12:25:57

guess we finally hit that too-bright part of the season where im just tearing up all the time and can't think clearly :D


2026-01-15 19:48:15

i'm always so fascinated by things.. i should write about and make music about those things. why do i keep myself from creating????


2026-01-14-15-39-42

i'm done tweaking, i promise.


2026-01-14 11:10:03

made the mistake of buying aaas in bulk when i should have gotten one pack of aaas and one pack of aas but whatever.


2026-01-05 09:22:20

kind of ironic that rss stands for "really simple syndication", i've been reading about this for days and i still can't wrap my head around it.


2026-01-04 21:29:58

i'm not gonna say anything!!! i'm not going to say another thing, don't worry!!!


2025-12-09 17:45:10

going back on qelbree, wish me luck.


2025-12-01 21:21:01

had the idea to uninstall and then reinstall logic, it's working now. omg the time stamp for this is hilarious.


2025-11-28 14:51:30

just realized i have no excuse to not work on my site right now.


2025-11-28 13:46:15

this is so annoying, last night i was like "finally, the holiday's over now i can get back into practicing seriously" and was so motivated but logic isn't opening on my laptop anymore. (i can still use the desktop but it's not the same, like i wanna make music while sitting in bed.)


2025-11-20 11:55:21

haha my laptop is 10 years old this year. it looks like the battery is going to explode soon :D


2025-11-17 09:44:51

how do i stop letting ubiquity drive me away from things i genuinely like?


2025-11-10 08:25:28

love how we got like 2 seconds of autumn this year (i don't love it, i hate it).


2025-11-10 08:24:56

i woke up like "omg why is it so cold",, it snowed last night and i didn't even notice.


2025-11-06 17:37:59

okay now i feel even sillier. when i say i've been doing "film reviews" i mean the short, letterboxd kind, but i just went to see what other sites on neocities have film reviews and how they formatted them and people are really out here writing full-blown essays when i can barely think of a whole paragraph.


2025-11-06 16:51:40

i want to add film reviews to the site but the way i chose to format them at the start was kind of silly and im like halfway through now and idk if i should just stop and change everything or keep pushing through and make changes later.


2025-10-19 17:42:18

so annoyed. i was so excited about finally putting my music on here that i got the date wrong on one of the tracks (practice track "october 14" was actually from october 6). i don't care enough to go through the trouble of fixing it i just can't believe i didn't catch it.


2025-10-19 10:28:45

major site update, added some pages, tried to clean up the css a bit. also tried to keep the links consistent this time :3


2025-10-12 08:21:55

hate that the site has become a "chore" that i dread doing instead of a fun place to express myself why do i always make things overcomplicated for no reason?


2025-10-12 08:20:03

really want to add new pages to my site but every time i think about having to do it i want to tear my face off (it's not that hard, i already have most of the formatting figured out.)


2025-10-12 08:19:17

keep forgetting to actually sit down and write blog posts this is so funny (it's not).


2025-09-17 19:02:40

finally learned how to stick to a schedule and i've been so addicted to it.